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12月9日 Chocolate is the ideal prozac for pms-ing womenDo you have one of those days when you feel nobody cares about you especially your loved ones? Well, that's what i feel today... i seriously think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed... It's as if ppl are trying to get on my bad side.. :S:S:S I don't remember when my period's due so m not so sure if this is pms or something else... I wana cry but the problem is i can't... i really can't... =(( cos i think ive ran out of tears damn it... i don't even know who to talk to cos i don't think anybody would undrstd the phase im going thru atm... The thing is I’ve been feeling rather in the dump these past few days. It’s hard to say it but I chose not to keep it inside me for long. I mean, hello, have you guys ever known me for being secretive? I bet not. I let things off, it’s better to let it go… it’s better to be honest. Have you ever been in a relationship where it gets tough sometimes and you just can’t take anymore of it? Have you ever felt like it’s just pointless to make things work when all you do is try VERY hard but keep on failing? And when the arguments start all over again, you just felt like giving everything up ‘coz you’re tired of trying? Well, for all I know, I have. A guy once told me ‘silence is the best conversation’, while I think of the opposite, I think it’s best to talk and communicate and keep the ball rolling. After all, not all of us are mind readers kan? But the every time we argue, I think that could apply. I think sometimes it’s best to just keep quiet and for once listen to what our partner has to say about things or us. I have never been the one to keep quiet or listen when an argument rises, but the last time it happened, I try to tell myself that keeping quiet and trying to at least listen won’t hurt a little. It was difficult I have to admit. Can listening be that hurtful? I have never thought it would be… Sometimes, only sometimes, I felt like I’m better off alone. I told myself guys aren’t worth my time, it only cause me the unnecessary pain and tears. I’ve been through so much hurt and pain, I don’t need anymore of it… why can’t he understand that? I’m scarred. And now I just want to say I don’t need any pain to be caused on my part. Is it that difficult to take care of my feelings…? Or was it me who never tries to understand…? I don’t know. It’s for fact, I’m that fragile… on a brighter note, most probably ill be seeing my online sister tyiera for the first time next week... she told me abt it & we like berabisly turned iski and all and exchange numbers... =)) we'r so gona click and all... cos frm my chats wif her we'r like all girly and lating and all hehe.. so yea... ive no idea what to write about... maybe ill continue ranting later so yea... need.to.cry.myself.to.sleep. 引用通告此日志的引用通告 URL 是： http://dareena109.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!AC9CD1B50A66823E!118.trak 引用此项的网络日志
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